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A lot of people have been talking about “The Event” that is supposedly coming. Indeed there is big change in the air, but the feeling I get about “the Event” (it’s always capitalized!) is that it’s like waiting for “the Aliens” to come and rescue us, or waiting for the great Solar Flare to enlighten us. We are alive right now – we are multidimensional – we are powerful beyond our current knowing – and we are going through a deep process of embodying our deepest Soul essence, which is why we’ve been clearing, releasing and filling for so many years. This waiting for an event to save us or shift us is not in integrity with us Human beings living in our power! If we need or want change in our lives it is up to us to create it. We need to walk our talk like never before. Treat one another with kindness and compassion, and especially stop judging and criticizing ourselves and others!
This poem in the post flowed out as I was thinking of how I felt the last few days of February. That last Sunday was a cold, gray, rainy day, the kind of day that holds no comfort. It bore feelings of such profound discouragement and a bit of piteous wailing rose up inside of me. All I do is for nothing. I’m just mediocre, everything I touch is just semi ok, there is no wonderful genius in me, I suck at everything. Sounding suspiciously like me in my pre-teen years, a cold fog of feelings surrounded me, compressing me into a hard lump of despair, anger and resentment. All the feelings I never want to feel and don’t want to look at were amplified. Yes, my shadowland.
Many blessings to you all as we expand further into this new year. Moving forward as our intentions become clear, we are urged to take the leap, bring that idea out into the world, nurture it and send it forth. If you aren’t quite clear yet, get yourself quiet, surrender to not knowing, ask for guidance from your heart, your guides whomever your posse is and then let it go...
My question: I am viewing the planet Earth from space. What is happening on this planet? How is it that so few can control so many? To move beyond the control requires the conscious awakening of humanity. Many are still asleep and many argue for their own suppression because they are terrified of what the truth of their reality may reveal. Many still want to be taken care of by overlords and that is what is happening...
A new day has dawned, new pathways have opened up and You are on it moving forward – sometimes in bewilderment, sometimes in wonder. Allow for the unfolding of the divine plan that We – Humanity – have created as you go about your life with a new awareness and clarity.
On this journey, there comes a time where we realize that most of what we’ve been taught and learned are untrue. As beliefs and patterns fall away under our scrutiny, we come to beliefs that we cling to as part of our identity. It takes courage to examine beliefs that we have held onto in our search for truth. Maybe everything is false and the only truth we can know is our own unique Soul vibration.
January is over and I am finally feeling able to begin engaging in the outer world again. It has come to my attention that I’m not the only one who had a slow entry into this new year. When 2016 first dawned and I began to scan “out there” it was as if I was standing in front of a shiny bright pink stage curtain that had 2016 written on it in big, bold script. The curtain shimmered as it moved in a breeze coming from the other side. It felt somewhat ominous and as I peeked around the curtain, I was hit with a mighty wind of rushing energy, which I pulled back from, not quite ready to go “out there.”
Greetings Beloveds. I write “beloveds” because we are awakening more deeply into the knowing that we are not separate from one another, from love, from the beloved (Creator). I also see the words “be love” in the word beloved. Being love, giving love, receiving love is being in a state of grace. It is our choice to tap into the infinite flow of love as we become aware of the Universe within us and without us. We are vast multidimensional beings in the sea of consciousness, not separate from one another but connected through our Higher Mind. Awakening to this indelible connection is our strength as we come of age in these transformational times...
I am happy to be bringing the Vibe Report back at this time after a pause in which I have been clearing deep density and expanding and integrating the high vibrational frequencies that I have been writing about for years. The past several months have taken me on deep dives within my consciousness as I dealt with profound life changes, such as the Birthing into Spirit of my mother in July. I felt disconnected from my foundation, my past, as if I was suspended in mid-air, disoriented and at the same time uplifted. The essence of freedom is here. I do not need to re-attach myself to the past, but instead am flying in the flow of my life force energy as I continue to move into the mystery of life. From these depths I have brought forth images through painting and pastel drawing that contain a language of energy and illustrate my personal journey through these times.
Don’t be frightened of me. I am alive, I am raw, I am transforming as rage moves through my being, clearing out, breaking apart the encrustation of suppression, dominance, shame, grief. Oh, especially grief. I shake off the alien life form that has taken hold of my womb and the tree of life that lives within me. I bring myself to a higher vibration as all this lays crumbled in disarray and chaos at my feet. I rise again in full beauty of my Divine life stream, which flows from Source. I am Source Creatrix and I live within all who open to love and to the flow of life and creation, whether embodied in female or male flesh in this time of Awakening.